february two-thousand fourteen.

“People will say it's sad that she leaves a lesser scar, that fewer remember her, that she was loved deeply but not widely. But it's not sad, Van Houten. It's triumphant. It's heroic. Isn't that the real heroism? Like the doctors say: First, do no harm.” - Augustus Waters, The Fault in Our Stars

     
                                       (reading old journal journal inserts on important anniversaries)